I have been able to handle a lot of shit but this has definitely been the worst. Having someone tell you that you’ve had your shot, it’s over wouldn’t be so bad if they didn’t shove it in your face that they are trying again with someone else, who didn’t mean anything close to what you did. I try not to vent to people, but it’s getting to the point where I just want to break down and change my entire life so nothing involves anyone that knows anything about me. We share all the same friends, so I always see you. I can’t talk to anyone about everything without feeling like they are hearing two totally different stories, and I can’t talk to you because you feed me lie after lie just to keep me around. I just want to start everything over, is that too much to ask for?